My days .

10th of July 2010 - had soooooo muchh fun skating with my honey bees , Aziera , Amira and Hazeera . Happy Birthday to Hazeera and Aziera . Birthday dekat2 and nama pun enn . Thanks for the great time guys (: loveyoubabes .

11th of July 2010 - was one of my wonderful days in my life . spent my time with him was sooo.. haa.. i dont know how to describe . but my mood changed when he went home at 3 p.m. ): but at least he spent every second of his time with me that day . iloveyou !

12th of July 2010 - bad day . but after buka puasa , greaattt ! 

13th of July 2010 - i dont know . bad day i guess . demam . the best thing , my BELOVED friends , prank me .

"Weyh , kitorang da dalam bas . nak gerak dah . baek kau cepat ohh !" 

babi laa korang ! penat aku lari ! Aziera , kau da membazirkan 1sen kau . Fit , idea kau bernas . Ikhmal , best gelakkan aku ? Hehh . HAHAHAHAH ! sampai mati aku ingat la korang , haha :D

14th of July 2010 - hacccuuuuuummmmmmmm ! sick sooooo badly ):

*newpoemcomingsoon*

This is for You ♥

Let us see .

Take a look at us .

Open your eyes .

I am here by your side .

Every second of my life is only for you .

Take my hand .

Let's make a story .

A story that never ends .

No one else I could see when 

you caught me in the eyes .

There's nothing else I can say as I

am paralyzed by your smile .

By the time you take my hand ,

Then you hug me warmly from the back

Gently , you hold me close and there ...

A sweet kiss from you .

For God sake , I always need you here with me .

Dear , I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ♥

9.9.2010

Poemsi Bodoh .

Check this out , sumpah bodoh aku tetiba . Penganggur terhebat dekat skola en , tercipta lah sebuah poem dan puisi yang digabungkan menjadi poemsi (:
Weyh , BM aku sumpah jiwang doe xD

People ,
They're just human .
Serba kekurangan dan penuh teka-teki .
Some people cry to show their pain .
Some people just sit down and stay silent .
Ada pula yang mengukirkan senyuman palsu untuk
menyembunyikan segala duka dan kesengsaraan .
Tidak lupa ,
Ada yang mencederakan diri kerana rasa bersalah 
yang menyelubungi diri atas tindakan sendiri .
People are different .

Me ,
Aku tiada pendirian .
When the sorrow come to smash all my happiness .
I can't feel my legs standing on the earth .
Kaku . Lemah . Sakit .
Tidak terdaya untuk bangun . Menjerit .
All I can do is sit down in a dark room .
Alone .
Ditemani bebola kristal yang jatuh perlahan-lahan
dari mataku tanpa ku sedari .

All I see is
What people did to me .
All I hear is
What people said about me or my life or
anything that I know .
Semua itu hanyan menlunturkan kepercayaanku .
Melumpuhkan seluruh fizikal ku .
Akal . Tak mampu lagi berfikir .
Kaki . Tak mampu lagi berjalan .
Mulut . Tak mampu lagi bersuara .
Hati . Tak mampu lagi menanggung .
Hurt . Terlalu pedih .

Since the day I knew you .
Everything has change .
Now . I know what's important .
When troubles come , I know what to do .
Segala mulut yang berbicara .
Takkan ku dengar .
Segala mata yang memandang ,
Takkan ku lihat .
Segala fitnah yang menimpa ,
Hanya mendiam ?
Tidak ...
Aku hanyalah aku dan tiada siapa yang menentukan
jalan hidupku .
It's my life and I am the one who controls it .

People ,
They're just human .
Biarkan .
Hanya senyum dengan segala masalah yang datang (:

7.7.2010 (:

Idiot Problems !

OH LOOK ! 

Look at all the probs over there !

Some of them are mine .

HAHAHAHA ! 

They seem so innocent .

They don't even want to exist in this world .

They know that humans hate them .

But why are they here ?

Well ,

WE'RE the one who bring them into this cruel world , RIGHT ?

You see ,

They hate us , actually .

That is why , 

They make us cry and suffer .

Sometimes , they turn us into a psycho , problematic and CRAZY person .

But I don't get it !

Why are we still calling them ?

How we're such a fool .

I am sick and tired of all the problems that Im facing .

So , if I see them running to me ,

I just wanna laugh at them !

P/s : I don't know what I'm writing . Sorry if it seems stupid to you guys :D

3rd of July 2010

Im sory . I just don't know what to do .

ToPeopleYangBerkenaan .

I am sory for whatever I did . I know I knew nothing about you guys . But , what I see is what I get .
What do you really want me to do ? Leave him alone ? We're just friends .
Girl ,
I dont want us to be enemy dear friend )';

1st July 2010 .

You , Read this .

It's true ,

That I love you since the end of last year till now in 2010 .

Sometimes ,

I try so hard to deny about the love that I have for you .

Everyday ,

People see the pain I suffer without your here with me .

Until ,

They can see all the fake and the lies in my innocent eyes .

But ,

I have to continue the journey of my life no matter how hard it takes .

Maybe ,

With my new lover and make a new love story with him .

Or ,

Just me alone here with my pencil and a piece of paper .

28.6.2010

P/s : Im sory .

...Because when I see you , I see happiness

You come to me with a warm smile .

When I'm feeling empty and heartless .

And then you look right into my eyes .

So I stare at you without blinking .

Then I hear my soul whisper ,

" he is here to cure the pain

and fill the emptiness ."

I believe and so I smile .

Walking through the distance with you ,

Not realizing how short the time is ,

I don't want this moment to end ,

Because when I see you , I see happiness .

26.6.2010