Saturday, March 20, 2010

My Life Pocket !

This book is apart of my life .
(:

WHY ?

this is for someone whom i knew him since last year . but i guess it's been so long ,, i tak cakap or contact dia .
ANY ADVICE ? hahah !
here we go ...

Why ,
When you text me ,
I felt so happy ?

Why ?
When you say my name ,
I felt so nervous ?

Why ,
When you make a joke ,
I burst into a huge laugh ?

Why ,
When you care for me ,
I felt like you're right beside me ?

Why ,
When you said that you miss me ,
I miss you more ?

Why ?
When you said that you love me ,
I felt so real ?

Why ?
When you hug me in the rain ,
I can feel the warm from your soul ?

Why ?
When you punch me through my heart ,
I felt the pain so deeply ?

Why ?
Our friendSHIP came to the end of
the darkness island ?
-FifiIzzati-

You're not here by my side .

the stars are gone ,
the moon is not smiling ,
the sun is unhappy ,
that's because you're not here by my side .

the birds are not singing ,
not a single melody ,
not even flying in the soft sky ,
that's because you're not hear by my side .

the rain keep falling and it doesn't seem to stop ,
no rainbow across the gray cloud ,
i am cold and hoping for you to wrap me in your arms ,
but you're not here by my side .

the wind moves so strong ,
no fingers that would remove my hair from my eyes ,
the dead leaves are flying freely in the air ,
i'm walking alone by the sidewalk .
-FifiIzzati-

A girl that i miss .

Do you still remember our first year in high school ?
Where I thought it was still my childhood days ,
When the first time I saw you and thought that you're a good girl ,
Your eyes seem so innocent .

Do you still remember when the first time I saw you crying ?
That's the day when we started to become closer ,
When I was listening to you and your tears fell slowly through your cheeks ,
I was so worried and asked you to stop crying but you still continue to cry .

I miss seeing your angry face ,
I miss hearing your laughs in the class ,
I miss your adorable giggles ,
I miss listening to your babbles every morning .


The girl who would hear my pain ,
The girl who kept calling me with names ,
The girl who put her secrets in my pocket ,
The girl who sometimes laughs at my poems ,
I miss her so dearly .


I didn't realize that one year had gone ,
We rarely talk and when we meet ,
You seems so busy with your friends ,
The reason that I was afraid to disturb you ,
I never wanted for us to be in the different class .


I wish our childhood days would come back for us ,
Save some smile of yours for me .


  
-FifiIzzati-

Ameera Badreena ,
May we be bestfriends for life (:
  You .
 

Friday, March 19, 2010

He's no more with me .

To my dearest ,
I will always remember you .
You're the best and i'm not lying .
eventhough now that both of us da takda pape , but i still wanna be friends with you. But why you seems to hate me so much ? i know it's my fault . and i'm sorry .