Its been so long I didnt post anything here . A place where I let go my feelings , but not secrets .
Well , I've been through a very hard time this May 2010 . Many things happened to me myself , my family , my friends and the one I love . I never led a perfect life . But all the problems that I faced , thought me about the real journey of life .
18th May 2010 - al-Fatihah for my grandfather . I didn't get to see him for the last time , but I believe that he knows I'm always here to pray for him (':
25th May 2010 - Amir my brother had his first operation at his leg . He's only 7 and he had to suffer like a dying old man . But , everything was okay (:
SHE , who used to be my bestfriend betrayed me as she told all my big secrets to my ex-bf . PFFT ! Such a bitch . Well , it's not only me who hate her .
HE , I always thought that I could be with him , but no . He left me again without saying goodbye . Maybe we are meant to be apart . But he , will always be my number one . Now , I just want to get rid of him from my mind . Although I always know that I coudn't have any effort to do it . But somehow I will always try my best to let this feelings flutter away .
Another HE , had a new life with her . But everytime when I see him with her , I am not strong to stand on my own feet . He seems so happy and they look sweet together . Well , she's the one who grows the roses in his heart , not me .
Exams sucks . I failed my math for the first time . And now I'm looking for a superduper reasons to tell my Dad . But please , I don't wanna lose my phone !
I've been writing a lot of poems lately . But I don't feel like showing it to anyone . Maybe some .
Huh .
